Sunday, September 18, 2011

Warmth

So i'm sitting here at 1.40 am, currently on my nightshift at the carehome.
I can here shuffling of feet upstairs, gentle snores and the sound of planes outside.
To care fills me with such a warmth that cannot be explained. Speaking to people asking how they got used to working in care, i can now understand why they do it. I can also understand why I want to do it. It may take me time to learn and get better, but I have never felt such a strong connection working in an industry like this.

Its 1.43am and sitting here thinking about why I love my job. I love it for the smiles and conversation you get from the people you care for. I love it because it gives me a purpose as a human being. I love it because it makes me appreciate people a whole lot more, and what a little bit of compassion can do.

I feel warmth inside of me, for helping others. I just wish more people on this earth cared and helped one another. It makes me realise how cruel some people can be and yet it also fills me with this fear of what if I get old and no-one cares?

I can't change the world, but I can do my best as a person, and as a Carer.


Mio x

Saturday, September 10, 2011

When planning your next tattoo, if you're facing a lot of difficult decisions and the decision of a tattoo, either your first or next, is a pretty permanent decision. You need to be sure of what you want, placement, how they affect their social and cultural identity, the contours of your body and about the future and how it will age. One thing I learned is that shoulder tattoo designs and tattoos for tend to be very encouraging for all the factors you need to be sure to get one.

The placement of the tattoo can be a difficult problem for a variety of reasons and shoulder tattoos are relatively easy to get to cope with this task. There are a variety of tattoo designs that you are able to choose from such as Celtic crosses, epic pieces of art, unique and incredible tribal work and many other options. These designs are very easy to assemble and everything in the shoulder area and therefore I believe that if you have not had a shoulder tattoo, however, should take a look at some designs to see if you can find something that suits you. The way people perceive you can also be altered by getting a tattoo. If your social and cultural identity is important to you, then the shoulder tattoo designs also offer some great options because they can cover up to the shoulder (s) easily with clothes. Having this capability is great because some jobs do not enable or you have changes to the body not to mention the permanent as tattooing.

Tattoos of age as us. It is therefore important to consider the location, design and color of a tattoo. Shoulder designs allow you to get a piece of art on your body that was not so much as other forms of tattoos. This is because the structure of the shoulder tends to change much less than other parts of your body, and a large tattoo that means you need fewer touch-ups and will also be able to hold the ink better than other areas. Another great aspect of getting a tattoo on his shoulder can use elements of his body as the shoulder blades to create a very special tattoo and contoured. So when you are looking for tattoo designs, take a look at the shoulder tattoo designs, allowing you to get a tattoo on one of the best areas of the body in general. If you're worried about what people think it is very easy to hide the shoulders. Shoulder designs are versatile and so unique that allows great flexibility when selecting a tattoo as well. Even with all the versatility of tattoo designs shoulder that is almost guaranteed to have a tattoo that will last a long time before a touchup is needed. Another thing that is impressive about shoulder tattoos is that they really can make a statement and tie together other pieces. Definitely take a look at the tattoo designs shoulder when you are looking for ideas on your next tattoo.

The search for perfect tattoo designs shoulder can be difficult, though it is one of the most common places to get some ink. Most of the men and the girls are thinking about getting a tattoo shoulder to make a statement or to supplement one or more of the other tattoos they already have. This is why shoulder tribal tattoos are so popular, I usually use a dark color and are easy to combine, or mix with old tattoos.

Thinking about getting your first tattoo? Or do you already have some inc and have a need for more? Either way, the shoulder is a great place to get a tattoo. It is placed on the back of the shoulder, upper arm or near the shoulder blade, it all looks very nice. And in cases where it is not appropriate to have a tattoo is very easy to hide.

When choosing among all shoulder tattoo designs out there should be demandhng, perhaps he should be allowed to redo the design tattoo artist has to fit your style and body. Most people who get tattoos shoulder does not go beyond search and the dragon tribal designs. Thanks to the contours of the shoulder, not the limited. Many of the designs can be mounted on the shoulder, everything from the designs of zodiac and Celtic designs are decent heart and stars.

I hate to tell, but there are a lot of shoulder tattoo designs out on the Internet that does not look so good in the human body. I've seen a lot of tattoo designs that are really nice on paper or computer screen, but the sad thing is that not even look half as good when tattooed on someone's shoulder. Just as my last words, try to find tattoo designs that are actually made shoulder before. Better yet, try to find a photo of your design on a body.

Finding great tattoo designs shoulder should be a fun and exciting experience for you. That said, many people are getting more excited and put in halfway decent design first seen on his shoulders. Impulse decisions are never a good idea, but if you are using search engines, it becomes even harder to find the truly great work of art. Here's how to fix that, and a great way to discover tons of great tattoo designs shoulder for you.

The first point is most crucial when you are looking for tattoo designs shoulder. It has to do with the way most people (95%) find their tattoos. I will assume that you are in the majority and you are relying on search engines to find them. Using them to find good shoulder tattoo designs can take a while. This is due to the large amount of low end galleries that pull up in the results. The sad part is that many people will sift through two pages of results and collect some two pages. Most of the time, they will not find exactly what you want, but will settle on something anyway, although not 100% sure about the design you chose.

The other thing you must remember when using search engines is the fact that many art galleries after not really meant to be used as real tattoos. Many websites only have one thing in mind, that your website full of works of art as much as possible, even when it comes to tattoo designs shoulder. It's sad because people are going to choose a design they like and then run to get tattooed. They have no idea that the design will not come to look anywhere near as good and crisp as it looked in the paper it is printed.

This is a problem that exists almost everywhere you go, but here are a few tips that can help you avoid many of the low-end design shoulder tattoo there ...

You can do this by using internet forums. You will be able to locate tons of hidden galleries on the web. The great thing about forums is that most of the major issues are absolutely full of tattoos. You can stick your head into these issues and see where other people are finding their great work of art. You can find lots of links to many of the shoulder tattoo designs you've been missing good. It's just a simple alternative when you are tired of the large number of generic crap that comes while relying on search engines.
























Sunday, September 4, 2011

Time's tide will smother you

Its been a while since I've posted! And for that I apologise, so I'm gonna have a talk here about recent happenings and thoughts and just give an insight into my world in the meantime ^-^

Weightloss
Recently I've been a man on a mission, a mission of weightloss.
Long story short, I had to go for a pill check at the doctors. The past year I've been in severe denial about my weight and blood pressure and have pulled every trick in the book not to see a doctor and just get my prescription on repeat without a check. My fear was they wouldn't give me my medication!

So I gave myself that kick up the arse I finally needed and went on a detox diet. Aim? Loose a stone in weight and reduce my blood pressure. I went on the 'detox' for 10 days (The Lemon Detox) and managed about 4 days before getting bored shitless and exisiting entirely on Weightwatchers Soups!

Results :
Original Weight - 15st 0lbs
End Weight - 13st 12lbs

Orginal BP - 177/78
End BP - 140/77

So after 10 days, I'd dropped over a stone and my BP went back to a normal healty pressure, no longer on heart attack territory hurrah! So I've been super happy with that :)

Work
I've been looking for work recently and have been pretty disheartned having been rejected for jobs. However finally I recieved a job offer from a fantastic Care Home in Braintree which I'm super excited to be starting! Also I had an interview at Morrissons, buuuuut that care home seems more fun :D

Bodymods
Thursday marked an incredibly sad day for me :( 
 
















Sadly my microdermal had to be taken out because it never settled ;3; Managed to pull the bloody thing out about 3 times and finally came to the conclusion that it would never settle gah!

On a positive note though, I will be attending London Tattoo Convention on Friday 23rd September :D
Managed to acquire to fundings to get my arm finished by Elson hurrah! Pictures and blog entry to follow shortly ^-^

Life
My life as well has been good recently and things are finally looking up future wise :)

I recently enquired with my doctor about possible scar treatment and we're looking at the path of cosmetic surgery which is quite scary, however I'm hoping something comes from it! I also dyed my fringe purple, fancied a change hehe :3


Josh and I are good as well :) It'll be a year and a half together this month ^-^  We've been spending a lot of time recently with his family, especially his brother Chris and his wife Karina. Last weekend was spent getting high (Haven't smoked weed in over a year so it was pretty weird!) watching tv, drinking and just generally having a laugh. However the best fun is spent with Josh playing games, watching movies and cooking yummy food :3 I really am the luckiest girl on the planet, I love and adore him to bits and I can't wait to go to Berlin with him next year :3














The pets are good as well ^_^ Momo is in season and she's spraying and shedding her fur everywhere, stinky thing! And my Gerbils are good too and being very cheeky like usual ^-^


All in all, things are good in the life of Paige! I'll be posting more eventually on my Youtube and on here :3

P.s Heres an updated picture of me :3